Sometimes I get wrapped up in life and my mind runs non-stop with things (like pending unemployment) and it seems to be all I talk about. But then there's this other side of my life where I notice all these little things that occur that make me slow down and realize what I have. Since I'm looking at an open future right now I thought it might be nice, for a change, to jot down a few things that make me smile.
- When I carry William out of the tub, to his bedroom to have cream rubbed on his overly sensitive skin and then pjs we ALWAYS pause at the mirror and look at each other... and maybe make a funny face. I have done this with EVERY SINGLE bath I have given him.
- When William crawls into bed early in the morning, or midway thru the night he has to snuggle in. And he's not content or settled unless he's sharing my pillow and has an arm wrapped around my neck.
- When driving in the car, I sometimes try to scare William by sliding my arm between my seat and the door to grab his leg. And he always catches on, without changing the look on his face, and blocks my hand with his foot within a few seconds.
- William's favorite Christmas gift wasn't the Nintendo Wii that Santa brought to his Mom's house, but the Buzz Lightyear Trouble (board) game Santa brought to my house. And we play it non-stop.
- I like that when my Sister and I are about to hang up from talking on the phone we now tell each other we love each other. Even though there's provinces between us now I think we're closer than we've been since probably high school.
- I love to watch William and my Mom (Gramma) interact. William is closer to my Mom than I was with any of my Grandparents, and I like to think I was pretty close with my Grandparents. I also am glad that William remembers my Grammie and will often make comments about characters in a book or on a tv show resembling her.
- It makes me proud that William is an avid learner. He's constantly sounding out words, trying to read signs or even point out patterns. And even when he has homework he's excited to do it. I know it's early but I'm enjoying it while it lasts.
I'm sure I could come up with a million other little things that make my day... sometimes you just need to focus on those and know everything else will fall into place.